Travel to Thailand with tortured artist - all expenses paid!

[humdinger]

Hello.
I am a person who happens to be going through some severe emotional torments. I am wanting to go to Thailand as soon as possible, for the sun, and good food, and therapeutic massages, but am not fully able to function enough psychologically to be able to endure traveling alone, even though I have globe-trotted a good deal in my day. I am looking for an honest, open, curious, independent, strong & stable, good-humored, individual to provide some sort of support/companionship on these travels -a positive presence and sharer-of-banter. I have no specific travel agenda. I've been to Thailand before. This time I will likely make inroads into the smaller, less touristy cities and villages. The days will be spent simply walking around, taking in the environs, being a foreigner in foreign climes. The country, I have found, is an extremely welcoming place, with great weather (whether in jungles, on mountains, or beaches), and surprisingly warm-hearted friendly people. I tend to travel "on-a-shoestring": I stay at low-budget clean & pretty guesthouses, eat food from local common-person restaurants and foodstalls, and travel by bus. I would pay for your way in all these areas, as well as airfare.
I am a non-violent person, a strident leftist, a Buddhist in my past life, and filmmaker and musician in my present life. You can find out more about me by googling Marc Israel + filmmaker. I am generally a calm person, but in my present desperate state exhibit (visible or invisible) signs of fear, withdrawal, panic, inner-apocalypse, etc.. Nothing to fear - it's mostly all in my head (unfortunately).
If interested, please email me and tell me about yourself and your availability. I am wanting to leave right for Bangkok right away. I would plan on the adventure lasting a month or two...
Thanks,
Marc